WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS GODDAMNED BULLSHIT

I'm fucking trapped here. I don't know how to get out, and I'm just fucking trapped. I have these overtures to generosity, and I've been cut off from my friends, and these people telling me they're my family are driving me insane. Nothing's how it's supposed to be, and there's all this additional stress. HOW IS LIVING HERE MORE STRESSFUL THIS ISN'T RIGHT.