Since moving home, I've come under more scrutiny than in years previous. Thusly, I'm somewhat worried about putting my usual stuff up at Muddled Mind. I'm not really the person I portray myself to be to any one particular person. There's not really anyone but me that I think sees the whole picture and that's the way I want it. I don't think I'm going to be putting up anything particularly earth-shattering here either. It's just that I want to be able to have a spot to post things I will never talk about.
I refuse to censor this. I'll just make another blog and keep on going if I have to. I refuse to deliberately keep updating this. This is where I'll be posting stuff I need to get out, when I need to get it out. I refuse to talk about anything I write here unless I want to. I'll just ignore it and walk away. Unless I want to, in which case I'll talk about it.
I will probably update Muddled Mind from time to time though. With stuff I want to say. Or get out. Or funny stuff. Or stuff I'm proud of. Or random bits of writing like my last post over there, which is character building and the like. I'll still update it. It's just that I have here now for my dreams. Or feeling lonely. Unless I want to talk about it, or make a cry for help. In which case I have a place for that. Sure, the alarm bells and klaxons might not get heard for months, but what the fuck do I care? I can talk to people if it's really bothering me.
No sign offs for me anymore. Just whatever I feel like saying.
Words.
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